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Name: MARK
Location: Zanesville, Ohio, United States
Gender: Male
Interests: i like playing soccer,baseball,basketball,football. i like hanging out with my friends like J.P. and adam and j.p.s and bacons mom hanging with bacon mybest friend
Expertise: j.p.'s and bacons mom
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
MSN: mallard140@hotmail.com
Member Since:
2/2/2005
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| I AM THE SHIT HAHAHAHAHAHAHA | | |
| hey, whats up everyone its been a while damn well i just got out jdc it sucked ass it was so boring i cant wait until october b/c i get off probation it sucks b/c i have to be home at 6:00 well i just hang out wit tyler well thats all peace out mark | | |
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well i still hate my life and wished i would die and here are some more poems
I feel sad,
everyone made me mad,
So I decide to disappear.,
Where my weeping you will not hear,
I go and sit,
In a place where my wrist can be slit.
But without something sharp to use,
My body I cannot abuse!
So I go in search of something sharp,
It would be easier to suffocate under a tarp.
I finally found a bottle of glass,
I try to smash it on the grass,
But the bottle will not break!
Is my heart meant to be left in ache!
I see a road so I throw it,
Finally my wrists can be slit!
Death is only the beginning,
Death is the essence of bliss,
Death is the goal of life,
Death is everything,
Death is the beginning.
I contemplate this thought,
A thought of giving up,
A thought of suicide,
I take a knife,
And plunge it deep,
And feel of suicide,
I swallow the pills,
And got to sleep,
And dream of suicide,
I take a gun,
And pull the trigger,
And commit suicide
mark
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| FUCK..........................I FUCKIN HATE EVERYTHING I WISH I WAS FUCKIN DEAD EVERYTHING ,EVERYONE FUCKIN HATES ME AND I DONT KNOW WHY SO FUCK EVERYTHING THANK YOU EVERYBODY FOR MAKING ME HATE LIFE AND BRANDI SORRY THAT YOU EXTRA HATE ME BUT IT IS ALL UP TO YOU SO WHATEVER
When will I see
Deaths sweet crimson eyes
Hidden beneath
That midnight black cape I adore
I’m tired of this whole living thing
I’m ready for the next step
My parents ignore my cry
They just make me want to die
I hate them
I hate this
I hate everything
Fuck this
Fuck life
I think about death
I talk about death
Friends say I’m crazy
But I don’t care.
Sometimes I just want
To cover myself with a blanket
And not wake up.
I just wish that I can go to that
Better place without having to live in
This world,
I just want to die.
Been through so much
Even though I’m only 15
I've lived many lies
Wanted to die but never had the courage to
The drama
The hurt
The pain
I want to end
But I don't want to end this life
I seems like I have something more
Something missing that I need to find
After all the death that has happened before me
I don’t know what to believe anymore
But maybe the more hurt
The closer to the happiness
You said you were
Never going to hurt me
But oh what a lie
That was
I'm sitting here with
A razorblade cutting
Away
I cry every night
Because of you
I loved you
But now you hurt me
Now I’ve cut my veins
I fall to the ground
With your picture in
Hand
That night I died
Without any goodbyes
P.V. 4-LIFE
FUCK
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| hey everyone i am just sitten here at bacons board i got my p.v. brand a couple days ago it hurt like a bitch last night i asked out brandi and she said yes so that is my g/f but here mom told her she has to break up with me i guess she dont like me so i dont know yet benn hiten up the center alot playing some ball getten pretty good i think well g2g ttyl
Mark&Brandi
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